Pemberley

I am beginning to realizes that my parents' marriage is not a great marriage to look up to, and my father has a way of making my mother feel bad because she is so foolish. I just now understood that
unfortunate marriages do affects children and that my father may be the blame to this marriage. My aunt Gardiner writes me saying that she and her husband are going to Derbyshire and offered me to go with them. Derbyshire is Mr. Darcy's country and I wonder if I'll be able to enjoy it without constantly thinking about him. Of course as soon I'm in Derbyshire, aunt Gardiner urges me to visit Pemberley which is Darcy's estate. I truly do not want to go, but the chambermaid lets me know that the family isn't down here so there is no way of running into Darcy. The next morning, I made up my mind and I decided I actually would love to go see Pemberley!